Hello all beings!
My name is Josh and i am intent on learning the Pali language.
I wish to become a monk but i am too depressed to meditate without
ending up hating my self further so i am going in two years time.

I would firstly like to study pali and understand more pali words. I
have some basic understanding of perhaps half a dozen pali words.
I like languages but i have never got very far into one (largely to do
with my own mental conditions).

I was wondering if this site is worthwhile for me to put effort into.
Many sites amount to nothing because of lack of many factors.
How do beginners cope? Is this site more likely to confuse me?

I must check things out before i put any effort into it.
I hope you all understand.

Hope to hear from someone soon and thankyou for having me here.

with Metta,
Josh